appleberrycrisp.

on this beautiful day i dragged myself out of bed for my morning run.  and yet again ran into some questionable characters on the trail. so odd. on my way to work i looked down at my gas tank for the third time, knowing very well i wasn't going to make it.. so i was a little late. had to take the long route. i hate forgetting to fill up my tank. it's not like i don't have the money, that's the annoying part. the rest of my day just went really slow and was relatively non-eventful. it would have been considered a bad day if i hadn't gotten off early. i was sooo happy. changed my day around. oh, and i don't have to go in until one tomorrow. :) which means i can get my beauty sleep, still have time to work out, and pick up the house before my mom returns from oklahoma. on the agenda for tonight : another run or at least some P90x... and then jared is coming over to make some apple berry crisp. my specialty! i'm so ready to just relax and have no proof sets or anything to do.

one thing that's on my mind. talking to my friend today, who will remain name-less. and he had the nerve to tell me that he's a better friend to me than i am to him. which honestly, just straight up isn't true. no one reads this beside myself so i really have no reason to fib. i have always been there for this kid. and although he lives across the country, i think i do a pretty good job keeping in touch with him considering i have a full time job and am often extremely busy. it just really upset me. he doesn't have a job right now. so i feel like because he has all of this time to devote to our friendship and i don't, suddenly he's a better friend than me. that's ridiculous. guh.

i feel like i'm not saying everything that i should.

soon.