new year.

just a few goals for 2010 :
drink more water. seriously. it's not that hard.
exercise in the am.
read one book per month. at least.
read my bible ten minutes a day. AT LEAST.
save money.
love.
enjoy.

there's more i need to write. but three people are texting me at once and my only excuse for it being 5:00 and not having showered nor exercised is that an extremely lazy alien took over my brain for the day. ooops.

cheers to your new year.

i know that i have faults. but i also know that i am grateful. i am appreciative. i am so thankful for everything God has blessed me with. i need to know that i am not crazy. that i feel this way for a reason. that moving is the right thing to do. that i shouldn't have to deal with this. i shouldn't be treated like this.

personal and professional lines are blurred.
mind games.
control.
tension.
pettiness.
judgmental.
critical.
selfish.
possessive.

i don't think i'm crazy. and i think that she knew what she was talking about when she said that there were "things."