heartbroken.

i feel like nobody can understand me right now. i'm sure there are people out there somewhere who do. but in my own life. i feel like i have nobody. that i can lean on or that i can talk to or not talk to and they would just get me. i don't know how i got here. i'm not sure what to do next. i just know what not to do. and it hurts so badly. i hope that i get better soon. it's making this whole broken hearted thing ten times worse.